31 Days {Day 21} – Change Your Mood

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One of the reasons I love fall so much is the way it makes me feel.  The crisp air helps me feel energized.  The bright colored leaves and the autumn smells make me feel happy.  But this year has been a little different.  Instead of feeling energized, I’m feeling exhausted.  Instead of feeling happy, I’m feeling…well, exhausted.  This is the first fall season when two of our three kids have participated in activities that required a lot of weekend and evening commitments.  And to be honest, it is Wearing. Me. Out.  And I can feel it in my mood.  I’m simply too tired to get excited about fall.

While my mood has been largely impacted by our crazy schedule, there are other things that can impact your mood.  The people around you can make you feel energized or worn out.  They can lift you up or tear you down.  I’ve noticed that I’m somewhat sensitive to the mood or energy of the people around me.  So the more time I spend around a negative person, the more negative I feel.

Your surroundings can also impact how you feel.  I know a number of people who can’t stand clutter because it makes them feel anxious.  Or sometimes having too much stuff around you can make you feel overwhelmed.  Colors, noises, and smells can all change your mood.

I’ve started looking for ways to feel more energized.  And with only a few more weeks in the fall sports season, I’m starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel.  I’m hoping to get a few weeks (days?) of a slower pace before the holiday season really kicks off.

What about you?  Have you noticed specific things that really impact your mood?  What do you do to lift your spirits or feel more energized?

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31 Days {Day 20} – Change Your Goals


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On Friday, I wrote about Nora Ephron’s five words.  Just as our five words are constantly changing, our goals are also changing too.  The goals I had when I was 18 years old were completely changed by the time I was 28 years old.  And the 38 year old me has totally different goals now then ten years ago.  But when I reflect back over the last twenty years, I notice an interesting pattern.  Changing my goals mentally was far easier than changing my goal behaviorally.  For example, I was still looking for musician jobs long after I knew that I really didn’t want to be a musician anymore.  And even more recently, I found myself picking up new t-shirts at the store the other day even though I’ve already decided that I want to broaden my wardrobe a little bit.

The reality is that changing our behavior is way more challenging then changing our minds.  I can come up with a million and one reasons why I don’t have time to exercise today, rather than simply putting on my sneakers and walking for twenty minutes.  Habits are difficult to break, even habits that support goals that we no longer have.  I continued to behave as a musician long after I knew I no longer really wanted to be one.   Is that a problem?  Well, yes, it is.  Because the only way to achieve our new goals is to work towards them.  But we can’t work towards our new goals if we’re still working towards our old ones.  It’s not enough to simply decide that your new goal is to be a chef.  After you set your new goal, you must then take on the behaviors of someone who wants to be a chef.  After all, you’ll probably find it a bit difficult to become a chef if you are still going to school for accounting.

Our goals are evolving just as we do.  And it’s important to always be thinking about our goals and adjusting them as needed.  But once we change our goals, we must also change our behaviors to ensure that we are working towards our new goals instead of towards our old ones.

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31 Days {Day 19} – Change Your Feelings About Change (#3)

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Every Sunday during this 31 day series, I’m sharing a quote or idea about change that I hope will challenge you and me to change the way we think about change.


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31 Days {Day 17} – Change Your Five Words

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Nora Ephron gave a wonderful commencement address to the Wellesley College graduating class of 1996.  Her address was full of profound and interesting observations.  But my favorite part of her speech is this:

And this is something else I want to tell you, one of the hundreds of things I didn’t know when I was sitting here so many years ago: you are not going to be you, fixed and immutable you, forever. We have a game we play when we’re waiting for tables in restaurants, where you have to write the five things that describe yourself on a piece of paper. When I was your age, I would have put: ambitious, Wellesley graduate, daughter, Democrat, single. Ten years later not one of those five things turned up on my list. I was: journalist, feminist, New Yorker, divorced, funny. Today not one of those five things turns up in my list: writer, director, mother, sister, happy. Whatever those five things are for you today, they won’t make the list in ten years — not that you still won’t be some of those things, but they won’t be the five most important things about you.

One of the best and scariest constants of life is change.  We are changed by every person we meet, every experience we have…even the simple passage of time.  But sometimes it takes us a while to realize that we’ve changed.  We continue to see ourselves as the person we were 2, or 5 or even ten years ago, instead of recognizing that we have gradually, subtly, and yet undeniably, changed.  We hold on to those 5 words that defined us best 5 years ago instead of embracing the 5 words that define us best now.

So consider this:  What 5 words best describe you right now?  How have they changed from last year?  Five years ago?  Ten years ago?

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31 Days {Day 16} – Change Your Expectations

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Last September, I wrote about expectations.  Specifically, I wrote about our dog, Molly and how I unfairly expected her to be the same as our first dog, Sloane.  It took me some time to accept that these were two different types of dogs with two different temperaments and personalities.  On top of all that, these two dogs had very different beginnings.  Sloane was a pure bread dachshund who we bought from a breeder.  Molly was a shelter puppy, found abandoned in the woods along her litter mates.  When they found her, two of her litter mates were already dead.  Molly and the other two surviving puppies were lucky to be alive.  In Disney terms, Sloane was the spoiled princess who never worked a day in her life while Molly was the poor, mistreated orphan girl, sentenced to do hard labor.  These two dogs couldn’t be more different.  Yet I expected Molly to behave just like Sloane.  And every time she didn’t behave like Sloane, I was disappointed and frustrated.

We all have expectations.  We expect our kids to behave a certain way.  We expect our spouses or partners to show their love for us in a certain way.  We expect our friends to treat us a certain way.  We expect our jobs to be fulfilling.   We expect our parents to always be healthy.  We expect regular raises and lower monthly debts.  We carry our expectations around with us everywhere we go.  And when our expectations aren’t met, we are disappointed, frustrated, and generally unhappy.

Expectations aren’t inherently bad.  In fact, expectations can be good.  Expecting to be treated well by others  can stop us from tolerating mistreatment.  But expectations can be bad for us when they are unfair or unattainable.  Sometimes we expect people to behave in a way that is fundamentally different from who they are.  Sometimes we expect a job to be fulfilling when the best it will ever be is tolerable.  In these instances, our expectations are setting us up for failure.

Once I became aware of my expectations about Molly, I gradually (and with no small amount of effort) changed my expectations.  It’s not that I lowered my expectations.  I didn’t stop expecting her to be well-behaved or stop expecting her to be housebroken.  But I adjusted my expectations so that they were fair to Molly.  Instead of expecting Molly to be the best “Sloane” she can ever be, I now expect her to the best “Molly” she can be.  And that has made all the difference.

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31 Days {Day 15} – Change Your Questions

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Every day after school, I ask the kids the same question:  “How was your day?”  And I get a variation on the same answer:  “Fine” or “Good” or “Okay.”  It bothered me that they were always giving me the same, nondescript, answer every single day.  But then it occurred to me that I was asking the same, nondescript question every day too.  Why did I expect a detailed and revealing answer when my question was so bland and unoriginal?

This same type of meaningless exchange happens between adults too.  It looks something like this:

“How are you?”  

“I’m fine (or okay. or good).  How are you?”

“I’m good (or okay. or fine).”

Now I realize that the question, “How are you?” is often just about making social pleasantries.  But sometimes we actually want to have a meaningful conversation with our loved ones.  And in those instances, asking the same questions every single day won’t cut it.  If we want to get meaningful answers out of our kids (or our spouses, or pretty much anyone), we need to give some thought to the questions we are asking them.  So in the interest of encouraging better conversations, I wanted to share a fun article from the Huffington Post, entitled “25 Ways to Ask Your Kids ‘So How Was Your Day?’ Without Asking Them ‘So How Was Your Day?’  And while it’s definitely kid specific, some of these questions on this list could be modified to be applicable to the adults in your life too.  Try one of these questions out today, or come up with something creative on your own.  You may be surprised at what your find out today at the dinner table!

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31 Days {Day 14} – Change Your Style

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I’ve been feeling really bored with my closet these days.  I open the closet door every morning and this is what I see:  jeans, t-shirts (long and short sleeved), sweaters (mostly cardigans with one or two others thrown in) and one pair of dressy pants.  Not only is there little variety in the type of clothes in my closet, there is little color variety too.  The jeans are all blue.  The shirts and sweaters are almost all neutral, with the occasional red (my old favorite) or green (my new favorite) thrown in.  It’s all practical and useful, but it’s also pretty boring.

There are probably two reasons for my boring wardrobe.  First, I’m a habitual person.  Which means that once I find something that works, I stick with it.  Not only do I buy the same types of clothes, but it also means that I tend to buy them from the same handful of stores.  So everything in my wardrobe starts to look the same because, well, it kinda is.  Same T-shirt in three different colors.  Same sweater, one in V-neck and one in crew neck.  Not super exciting.

The other reason my wardrobe is boring is that I don’t have a lot of reasons to buy different types of clothes.  I’m a stay-at-home mom, so my “work” wardrobe is…jeans and t-shirts.  And then, when the “work” day is over and evening comes, I’m still wearing those jeans and t-shirts.  And guess what…the weekend comes along and I’m running the kids around while wearing…wait for it…..jeans and t-shirts!

It’s been like this for some time now, but for whatever reason it’s started bothering me lately.  And so, with the arrival of Fall, I’ve started making an effort to branch out a little bit when it comes to the clothes I wear.  For me, branching out doesn’t mean wearing 4″ stiletto heels or micro mini skirts.  But it does mean that I’m making an effort to check out a few different stores.  And I’m making an effort to at least try on some different styles and look for some different colors.  For my first purchase, I decided to look for jeans (yes, predictable) but in a different color (all my jeans are blue, remember?) and style (all my jeans are boot cut).  Guess what I bought!  I traded in my boot cut jeans for a new pair of straight cut jeans.   And they are a beautiful, dark shade of…green.  Okay, I guess the color is predictable but come on folks…colored, straight cut,  jeans!

Baby steps, my friends…baby steps.

What’s your style?  What do you do when you want to change up your style a bit?

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